Showing posts with label Life. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Life. Show all posts

Monday, October 26, 2009

When It All Falls And Burns To Ashes.

My life these days consists of mainly agony. My life's travels have spun in a complete retrospect and I myself feel lost. What I once thought made me happy is now the cause for my despair. The soul reason I felt for my existance is therefore the lack of, now. I now am in a healthy relationship with someone I care about. Why isn't this enough? Why can't I be happy? I feel almost inhuman to the subject now. I just need to learn how to live without and sever the ties. I'm turning to the point where I myself have to manipulate my own mind in order to pursue a stronger sense of security. Since I was able to understand the concept and recognize my malfunctive insecurities, I have always cohesively adhered to them and those are what is brought out in within myself.

As always, Katherine. <3

- This photo inspires me :]